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 Step forward alright,  again, again, almost.. assuming art, an assumption always, alright black, blue, brown, black, but being basically boring, because  catching consciousness, calling chronic catastrophes common can detach, delivering downward diving depression, determining every event, every evening, every existence, expressions, eventually  filling fearful futures, finally feat fills  her hands, holding hope, holding her heart  immobile, inspiring, immutable, in its joined up  kaleidoscope, loving, liking, leaving laziness, living life, letting life live, leaving love meanwhile many months may never nowingly need outside  peace, particularly  quickly  running, restorative  sensory silences, silent shallow  teasing tales, taking the time to  unwind, until varied wishes, winding without extracting your  zesty zebra .... zero

Birds in a nest

 Nesting Loud scrabbling breaks the apparent quiet,  head appears, sunlight scintillating off the opalescent feathers  black etes searching for... There it sees the feline presence watching,  but 15 feet below safe flies out and away calling back to be aware and careful

Mountain edge

 edge sitting, feet swinging in the air, look out on the vista blue mountains, red and brown rocks flies buzzing about, spiny grass beneath my legs distant birds sweep across the sky, feeling for updrafts, watching for prey silence except for the pull of the wind sitting, relaxing peace

failed support

 Realisation of a failure Subtlety is a joke, positivity a farce trying to be supportive rejected at source non existent the hope of reconciliation is spun off a spiralling car on a roundabout travelling at 100 in a 30 zone tried failed maybe

Sunflower Smile

 Sunflower Smile Dull room, in the morning, clouds blanket the world outside, stills the house, with cold, dullness glowing in the window, they pull the dullness and throw it out, replacing it with a smile, joy to see,  reaching toward any sunlight, petticoats behind the face,, protecting, holding beauty, with prickles

Masquerade

 Different...yet the same When I see you, I take in everything, a thirsty person finding an oasis seeing everything eyes saying more than the face, holding back, distant, cols in the eyes smiling with the face and lips blank inside yet, not blank not empty wary, scared, worried about knowing I know, the things you can't say I know,  not I think and I couldn't hold your eyes in mine or you would see that I do loss, pain, hurt never being able to hide my feelings well, they spill out of me, at the most inappropriate times
 Friday Crushed against the smeared window, in the wobbling door of the train  seemingly refusing to keep a constant direction or speed, momentum interrupted or is it stationery interrupted by jerky movements, an elderly man fighting trembling and shaking limbs bodies follow the movement, in echo out of concert smell of skunk wafts around from the youth, slouching as she thumbs her way around an ugly brick of a phone, diamante designs reflecting her skin red and swollen eruptions marking the unhealthy glistening pink 'we apologise...' goes the tannoy 'for the delay. this was (this timothy have an excuse) caused by...' scrolls through the choice of reasons... 'someone being hit by a train in the Leyton area....' silence screams in my head