Things Poetic

 Music, joy, and Mumford bouncing Sunshine burning, shade sought after Lights flashing, music blasting then softly strong Hozier lifts Shania brings the house down,  Mumford bouncing with Tamborine ending with fireworks drive then home an evening to remember

 finality Stop right there the immensity of the depths of the lows don't begin]don't begin to describe the reality of it sloughing off the shoulder, falling to the earth dull thuds of thunder, of depressed earth, soul splinter 25 steps forward, up to the next level, and  fall down two more step up, step back, fall down nought forward or back just there just there

 Sleeping Floating in silk, enwrapped with the solid mist of dreams,  holding on to me, the whispers, the images showing, feeling, wondering where am I somehow known, recognisable yet, also somehow otherworldly opening arms, lifting and floating speeding across the ground hear sounds outside of it they take on more reality birds, warmth of the sunshine tinkling through the leaves eyes slowly open, unfocused wake

 Summer sometimes, the sun is seriously shining, something bad under the cover of the umbrella or under a hat might my skin survive, maybe meanwhile, my most hopeful plans exist outside of everything around, everyone I know or thought I knew right back to the start

 Summer heat "It feels cool right now" is what I said after I woke sweltering overnight, uncomfortable 31 degrees later on apparently train ? nope home I remain

 Enough Not enough,  too much Or something between Confused brain not aligning with expectations, norms in panic, it , I  choose an option presented to it, Me that is too much....  not enough the hurt, the look,  upset, rebounding into my heart as my head tries to comprehend badly clueless, confused too much the response is too much  or not enough again spiralling to an ending end