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An Imaginary and Lovely world

 Imagination Sitting, listening to the birds, songs, chatter, whistles, chirps, cheeps a universe of wonder Talking about what's occurring watching watchful the air thickens, takes on form, light and dark glowing, moving on its own accord I should be fearful but im not I know this place Ive seen it before, here, at the time between times when the living and the passed meet and dance that dance again where hands meet, both solid and whips of air swirling around, warm, heavenly music almost choral Closing my eyes I still see and feel it I can smell the warmth and taste the sound I feel every breath on my skin, every swirl in my blood All too soon, drifts away the birds continue as if uninterrupted peaceful

Seagull tonic

 Seagulls Making a joke of themselves, the strong neck turns the head, fixing a stare looking at the food in my hand claiming it, in its mind, even if not in reality 'Mine, Mine' they call their chicks, brown and gly, crowd around whilst the adults look around calling to the winds the sound of the sea soaring effortlessly across the sky, lifting and falling returning my soul to the sea after so long

afterthought

 Something daft This is something daft I wrote today after I got to Mousehole Peaceful and relaxed reading about worlds unformed unthought something watched the thoughts snags it as it calmly leaves what, I wonder I ask im not sure but its there a pebble in a sock in a shoe interrupting, disturbing s portent  s promise

Night dreams and Nightmares

 Dreaming Swirling, images and feelings caught on thorns in the air deep colour, as rose blossoms bursting through thorn bushes moving images in deep colours with feeling and taste almost some joined together, some not linked repeating, flowing into each other hurt, joy, pain, laughter screaming, laughing, calm, shocks The usual confusion is clearer the blooms fit together makes sense hurt

exam results

 Potential Holding the envelope, sealed,  name on front Results... Heart thuds, shaking everything through, breathing, movement, soul damp hands mark the paper, tear, open where's that results page ? reach inside..... draw it out into the light Pavlovian, hands get damper, eyes unfocused,  tunnel vision 'My name' Scores the ups and downs reading through them, some better some worse than expected and then its over screeching, dancing, back slapping hud friends, family time for a celebration before....the next step university, travel, work whew !!

Vowel of A

 A Poem in the letter A Actually, the abiding thought is it remains an achievement attaining a peak arriving at a arc of decision anyone would ascertain a ring of truth,  a hopeful asked for reality amusing almost and yet an unsurmountabkle abyss when its free , almost it remains an albatross around all not only about my neck  and abruptly  again, alone an  archetypical death symbolic, assuredly

End of Day

 Evening Delight Pushed my chair away from my desk,  stretched, groaned,  closed my eyes, listening to the fan of the laptop time for dinner Creaks and cracks, is that just my knees ? Stepping around papers tossed across the floor Bleary eyes Stir fry again Not a take away,  ready meals not sought after eyes refocusing on anything other than the screens  surrounding me on the desk no escape but, now relax