Things Poetic

 Perhaps Perhaps that sideways glance, the just seen smile that quickened my soul was just a smile, and didn't mean a life promise perhaps Perhaps the truck of our fingers, unexpectedly, on the step of the glass was just an accident, no need to blush, or look around to see if it was noticed perhaps Perhaps catching your eyes, and the glow I saw in them was just the candle light reflecting innocently perhaps Perhaps my heart beat speeding up when seeing you was just an oddity of the physical perhaps none of that is consequential, means anything perhaps 

 Self aware silent, scintillating sunlight slips sensually,  sighs smiling satisfaction stolid sensible suddenly searching somewhere seeking silence  still summer  sails slipping south slowly  spiritual soulful serious staring sleep slipping surrounded 

 scream the scream shatters the quiet every minute, every hour, day, week, month, year 'get out' it points in my face red faced, tears run down, arms wrapped around the scream continues, grows fuck off go away noooooooooo im nothing

growth scattered light, pin pricks in the sky, reflections off raindrops, mirror balls of the trees refreshing and  then life returns what was dead, dry,  is now green growing out of its slumber towards the light  scattering

 September Sapphire month,  something true making life sing surfing to shore Confusion, pain keeps my soul active flatlining , dull, dreary shimmering blue, slowly floating waves, rainbows, drifting mist enwrapped in warmth

 Living...dying just a breath, separating them look left, live look right, death walk expectantly, clockwork movements repeat themselves when does life become...non life is there a switch when Gaia turns it off cells stop their replication, ATP stops being broken down, the spark stops,  is extinguished which step is the last ?