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Recovery

Recover Another day on, always building stronger, a couple of steps before tripping backwards, believing recovery is possible, belief wells up Could it become better, carrying a load isn't positive, callous and caring is needed Does anyone think that ? Do you believe it ? Don't  Everyone struggles and each of us envisages a life of simple peace and joy Fair weather and a fair wind may help and support that, and foolishly I fought for that Grasping for a piece of it, given that recovery is such a goal that I didn't hope for for ages How, I wonder, hoping for some solace for my soul I hope, beyond anything that if I am on the first step, I may be able to improve Just for once, not in jest, no joking, I just want to feel that peace Knowing that, hoping that, dreaming that...there is a hope Lest its ended and the listlessness of lost hope takes over Making my soul, my spirit....me....fall into despair, darkness and malady Now, one cannot dream of positivity, never fear, never d...
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Taking the harder option

 Strive to be better Easy to attack simple to tease fun to gossip championed for rudeness feted for being a bully Or you could Stand with that person being attacked, whatever the cost Don't join in with the teasing, and tell the people doing it they're cunts Just don't pass on stories about other people  Withdraw from rude people and choose others Stand up to a bully - always Just do one of those every day  or every time you experience it and tomorrow will be better than today and maybe that person won't be gone tomorrow
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Loves Inadequacy

Inadequacy of Love Rainbows of flowing heat, dark and vibrantly aglow at the same time, Holding promise, whilst near the surface, pools of darker promise threat ? the first shoots, bright and virgin soaking up everything, endless promise and opportunity the first leaf, growing structure promise of more to coms stem thickening more leaves, and texture something new appears a different bud evolving until it opens bright and effervescent, the first flowering and suddenly, surrounded but pollinators, bees, flies the natural cycle suddenly ended by the florist moved into a vase Turned into a wife or husband fixed in time or reinforced as such ending any other promise leaving the plant somewhat diminished, less colourful, less promise growing, without the wild and beauty of the floral decorations love cut off, sat in a museum display a memory, but now stopped and dead
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Complete...my fox

 Complete With you I am complete, the last brick in the lego ship the last puzzle piece, fighting its way into the puzzle, bereft without it without you,  lost drifting in mist and darkness nearly 2 decades wow and yet, still yesterday in my soul yours
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 Music, joy, and Mumford bouncing Sunshine burning, shade sought after Lights flashing, music blasting then softly strong Hozier lifts Shania brings the house down,  Mumford bouncing with Tamborine ending with fireworks drive then home an evening to remember
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 finality Stop right there the immensity of the depths of the lows don't begin]don't begin to describe the reality of it sloughing off the shoulder, falling to the earth dull thuds of thunder, of depressed earth, soul splinter 25 steps forward, up to the next level, and  fall down two more step up, step back, fall down nought forward or back just there just there
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The feel of aether

 Sleeping Floating in silk, enwrapped with the solid mist of dreams,  holding on to me, the whispers, the images showing, feeling, wondering where am I somehow known, recognisable yet, also somehow otherworldly opening arms, lifting and floating speeding across the ground hear sounds outside of it they take on more reality birds, warmth of the sunshine tinkling through the leaves eyes slowly open, unfocused wake
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