finality

Stop

right there

the immensity of the depths of the lows don't begin]don't begin to describe the reality of it

sloughing off the shoulder, falling to the earth

dull thuds of thunder, of depressed earth, soul splinter

25 steps forward, up

to the next level, and 

fall down two more

step up, step back, fall

down

nought forward

or back

just there

just

there

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