My dreams...

 Dreams

In my dream...Im a good father

In my dream....Im a useful part of society

In my dream.....my art is good

In my dream....it's a world where the ignorant and mosogynistic are not feted, where rapists are not allowed to direct but are separated from society

In my dream....I don't put flowers down every few weeks

In my dream....

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