Blur and confusion

 Confounded

Sports on the screen in the room, moving faces, bodies

sounds of bodies smashing others, referees whistling sharply, 

bruised and broken bodies lift themselves up from the ground

groans, deep gasps of breath

My eyes try to focus on the screen,

how many ? Im not sure

the empties line the floor by the bin

slowly stand, 

by the stumble and weave its about 6 empties o'clock

water time ?  

Maybe one more for the road

what road is there ahead, as Im already home

sit down again

wake up in the early morning, the bottle balanced in my hand, unspilled

groan, confused I wander unsteady to bed

out like a light

to wake in a blur int he morning and start it all again

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